just thinking.....

I've come to realization about a few things.....
1. i am addicted to coffee to the point i think about it before bed and i have to tell myself "go to bed and you can have it when you wake up"....thats a problem
2. i am deathly afraid of death.. not for myself so much but for my family and friends....i think facebook is partially to blame but recently it seems like so many people are passing away from cancer, children are passing away, and accidents are taking lives. i swear i am going to need some anxiety meds soon.....
3. i am obsessed with blogs.... i will literally stay up late to catch up on a blog if its something i just found... i cant read the most recent posts until ready all the previous posts... im an addict.
4. i need to play more. ky is growing WAY too quick and most mornings i find myself "playing" with him while i am really washing bottles and packing lunches. i really need a better routine so that i can actually sit on the floor and really play with him.



well there it is.. just some of my recent thoughts. this blogging thing is really great for collecting my crazy mind babble and putting it into words lol.

**Oh one more... i have given myself the task this weekend of finding the charger for my point and shoot camera this weekend so that i can take more pics on the go. My good camera is way too big and heavy to throw in the diaper bag(not too mention way to expensive to throw in with bottles). Id rather have some not perfect pictures then none at all right!~~~

thanks for listening to my rant... here are a few from thursday night

 i figured it would be bad if i never got in a pic myself so i made hubby take a few

 is it bad i need to dye my hair but im thinking maybe no...cause i like that our hair color is similar:)

 he was trying to get the camera...a guy on a mission